Saturday, April 22, 2006
i wana hold u till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wana hold u till the fear in me sudsides
sumtimes, i truly wonder, whether it was really a coincidence or sumthing else entirely.there are truly many ways to avoid a person.i really wonder whether there is a motive for u to do that.i duno u animore and i hafta say that u changed.u aways asked me to tell u wad mistakes u made, and when i truly wana tell u, there are so many obstacles in my way.i wonder how all this would end up to be.i miss those old days.when we chatted like mad cows on the phone till all hours, and laughe our heads off.i truly wished that time stopped before it reached august last year. i truly wished all those things between us never existed. but my wishes are all but REALITY..
school's been fine for all those who were asking me.rachel, i missed u.and ur singing, unfortunately.hahaha.ur doncha REALLY cracks me up. but things got me wondering.did i make the right choice of going back?im not regreting.i hafta say i much happier back there cos i got my whole group of friends.sometimes, certain things in life strikes me and make me realise that i expect alot.
am i expecting too much from YOU?i only wish to make things better but i haf given up trying to resolve it.because u dun reciprocate the want to resolve anything.i can only WISH.
i miss crescent life.i miss yixuan cracking jokes wif me during class time.i miss going to sch wif lydee, be it cgs or cj.i miss those carefree days of mine where the only problem is whether i studied enuff for tests.most of all i miss the days wif YOU.
i duno if u wld even read this post.all i can hope for is that u have been consistently visiting my blog.and that u wld read this and realise that it is YOU who im referring to.u have ur mistakes and i haf mine.maybe in time to come, we will realise that such mistakes are seriously just puny obstacles that we hafta clear to bring our friendship up onto another level.u may think this is corny, but i truly wish that things take a turn for the better. school's been too hectic for me to even consider writing a letter to u.and i doubt u haf the time to reply it.maybe u mite haf an urging to visit my blog.we never noe.maybe i WILL write to you soon..
im not that simple.i have never been.
::zhixinLOVESyou.
